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Friday, November 25, 2005But then to think of it, I do have something that has been bothering me for some time now. Eversince I became a Mrs, 24 hrs isnt enuff for me. I mean the past 2 months have left me drained out and tired. Its like having to attend one thing after another. We went for our 1st appointmt for the house right after I started wk and before u know it, fasting month came. I made sure that I broke fast at home with my family almost everyday with exceptions of times when I needed to stay back to do work. Weekends are time where we broke fast with his family. 4 weeks went by and its was time to celebrate Hari Raya. For the 1st time, I actually went out on the 1st day of Syawal. Previously, I would just stay @ home and wait for my uncle's family to come by. My grandma lives with us so my parents' place is the meeting point. The following weekends were time to go visiting his & my side of the family. At the same time, we got our house keys 3 days before Raya and so far we managed to paint 1 room and cleaned up the wall fans. Thats all. And that was done 2 weeks ago. I wonder if we come by tomorrow, the floor would still be clean or not? Hmmmm... I didnt realise that I had kept a low profile after the big day until a friend of mine asked me where did I disappear to? Gosh all I could answer was I was busy. My poly mates even emailed me and asked the same thing. Sigh... Seriously, I do want to meet up with them but somehow, most of the time, I cant make it. Like how I missed my sec sch bbq open house, like how I missed going visiting with my friends cos of my committments towards my family. I'm sorry guys for not being able to meet up and even so with MSN and SMS, I'm just not good with typing words. At most probably you'll received those forwarded kind of SMSes. Gosh I miss my friends!!!!!!! *sob sob* |