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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Planning again

Yipee!!!! We have decided where to head to for our honeymoon!!! But shall not reveal it now incase last minute that menjadi.. Hehehehe.. Anyways, now comes the headache. Neither one of us has ever planned our own holidays before and now I dont know where to start.

Check some websites and makin buat research, makin pening I become. There are so many options like we can book thru agencies or do own own airfare & accomodation bookings. We wanna go free & easy, but that kind of research can come in later once the impt stuff are settled.

From what I gather, there are 2 sides of the coin. The easy way out would just go to any reputable holiday agency and let them settle the neccessary stuff and all we have to do is fork out the moolahs. But another thing is that it might be slightly expensive as compared to us sourcing around for own airfare & accom. But that certainly would need alot of extensive research to be done. So how now? Any suggestions?

Sigh.. kalau ni tak menjadi.. Nampak2 we just honeymoon kat Sentosa ajerlah!!! :P

Love Written @ 12:18 PM.

Monday, May 23, 2005

Starkarat

The long three days holiday was busy busy busy for me. My family had a small function on Saturday and I had relatives coming all the way frm Batam for this small occasion. The house was packed with close relatives and by the time I hit bed was abt 2am in the morning.

The next day was supposed to attend her wedding and being the usual me, I was taking my own sweet time to get ready and before that I had to send my relatives back to Harbourfront. By the time, I reached the lunch recept, she had already left for the groom's place. Nonetheless. met up with B2B ladies and not to mentioned the dear bloggers, those I've already known & for some, it was a 1st time intro!! It was a pleasure meeting you guys!

I would like to personally thank Mahd & Hus for bestowing me with a new nick- Ayu starkarat. Cos why? I was also late for Hus's wedding dinner couple of months ago. Hehehe.. Hence for the next wedding recept that I'm going too, I will TRY to come early. Kalau bole, sebelum subuh akan ku sampai! ;-D

As for today, we went to JB to source for the wedding stuff and I managed to get some of the barang hantaran for him. Next thing on the agenda would be to wait for the GSS to buy the rest of the stuff. After that we had lunch and that's when he caught me staring at him. He asked me why and I just smiled and replied "nothing lah.."

I still cant believe that our dreams are finally coming true. Its still feels surreal to me but I know that I'm not dreaming. Even if I am, I dont EVER want to wake up from this wonderful dream. For now,I'm just counting down the months, weeks,days, hours, minutes and seconds before the day!!! :)

Love Written @ 10:24 PM.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

I Spy with My Eye

After work today, I had dinner with mom and we headed to Tanjong Katong Complex to search for some stuff that she needed. While shopping thru, we came across this shop..I cant quite remember the name but all I remember was its situated at the 1st level.

I stopped on my tracks while walking by that shop cos something caught my eye. This lovely cream baju kebaya with 3 silver keronsang and came with matching white selendang. Lovely.. Just lovely.. Immediately I told mom to stop and have a looksy looksy at this shop.

By the looks of it, I knew that it doesnt come cheap and fair enough, after looking at the tag, it would cost me $380!!(keronsang & selendang not included!!) I did asked how much it would be for a couple set and the nice lady told me that both of it would cost roughly below $500. My heart was beating roughly fast at that point of time too. My heart already fall in love with the outfit and even mom approved my taste. This rarely happens cos most of the things that she shows me is always obit to me.. Hehehehe..

Once I got back home, I gave Abang a call to tell him abt this and he says its ok with him if I wanted to get it but we would discuss it again later when he comes back frm wk. Yelah.. not small sum of money u know.. Nak kawinnyer pasal must think dua, tiga, empat kali tau..

But then again, what my heart wants, usually my heart gets!! Hehehehehe..

Love Written @ 11:48 PM.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Big Mess!!

Its in a mess! No no.. I'm not talking abt my room. Yeah yeah yeah.. I know that usually the mother of all messyness is my room but now it has spread to the entire house!!!

Since my dad is back for his leave, he has not been getting any rest at all. Instead a list of chores were waiting for him as since he's here only for the next 30 days, all of the neccessary stuff need to be done. One of it was to register at ROMM and that has been done. :)

Next on the agenda is to paint the house. I've been living here for abt 8 years plus and so far we have yet to change the colour of these lily white walls. Since my dad is the only one who knows how to paint the house, the job is his.

And this is where it gets messy. It would definately be a lot lot easier if there was NOTHING in this house but unfortunately our house is packed mcm rumah karang guni. So for the past 2 days, our house dah macam tongkang pecah with everything not in its original place and its creating a big headache to my mom who likes things to be in order. But what to do.. Nak rumah cantik kan during the wedding kan?? Kena lah bersabar.. Ni semua C-O-B-A-A-N....

I want to help but there nothing much I can do now except to wait till everything is done and then I concentrate on spring cleaning my room. There's a lot of junk that needs to be thrown out. At times, while filtering the things I need and dont, I tend to keep those unwanted stuff again cos why?? Sayang nak buang.. Bole kasi orang... But biler nak kasi orang, sayang lah nak kasi.. I think I can use it.. Yeah right!!! In the end, it will be kept in my cupboard AGAIN & continue collecting dust for the next few years!!

No no no... This wont do. I reli have to pick up the courage not to be a karang guni lady.. Tak pakai pun simpan khazanah2 lama ni.. Hopefully by the time I need to spring clean, I can find that sort of courage. But for now, its oready past my bed time and I need to catch some beauty rest..

Eh wait.... where are my pillows??!! *rummage thru rumah tongkang pecah*

Love Written @ 11:15 PM.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Roses

Received this email frm Abang. Gave me goosebumps while reading it.

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Each year he sent her roses,
and the note would always say,
I love you even more this year,
than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow,
with every passing year."

She knew this was the last time
that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses
in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know,
that he would pass away.

He always liked to do things early,
way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy,
everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and
placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside
the portrait of his smiling face.

She would sit for hours,
In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture,
and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was
to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude,
that had become her fate.

Then, the very hour,
The doorbell rang, and there
were roses sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in,
and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone,
to call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him,
if he would explain, Why would someone would
do this to her, causing her such pain?

"I know your husband passed away,
more than a year ago,"
The owner said,
"I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.
The flowers you received today,
were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead,
he left nothing to chance.
There is a standing order,
that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance,
you'll get them every year.

There also is another thing,
that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that
should be sent to you
the following year."

She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking,
as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence,
this is what he wrote...

"Hello my love, I know it's been a year
since I've been gone.
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely,
and the pain is very real.

Or if it was the other way,
I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything
so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say,
you were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover,
you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year,
but please try not to grieve.

I want you to be happy,
even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
When you get these roses,
think of all the happiness that we had together,
and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and
I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on,
you have some living still.

Please...try to find happiness,
while living out your days.
I know it is not easy,
but I hope you find some ways.

The roses will come every year,
and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered,
when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day,
in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit,
he will know without a doubt!
To take the roses to the place,
where I've instructed him
and place the roses where we are,
together once again.

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

Love Written @ 1:07 PM.

Friday, May 13, 2005

Great!

Just got back and I havnt even hit the shower yet. Cos by the time I do that, the next thing would be to chop passport to dreamland.

This next entry is very the important. So important that I was itchy to update but just too bad that my co already banned the blogger website.

Yesterday, I had my 1st B2B babes gathering!!! I had the pleasure to meet Tya, Charm, Juls,Murni & Suzie. Had a wonderful dinner and we headed to kopibean to relax2 and what do you know.. Meet another 2 B2B ladies!! Ernie & Nani!!! Ni semua dah takdir dikatakan.. Hehehe..

And once minah2 kawin dah gathering ape lagi to talk abt but kawin2 stuff lah!!So the kecoh and sampai kena "halau" by the kopibean staff cos they were closing at 10pm!!! Nasib baik si Charm pandai bargain to give us another more 10mins! Hahaha!! Nvr in my life I have been asked to leave cos the place was closing for the day!! :)

Seriously, I reli had a great time and couldnt wait to see these ladies on the next upcoming event ~ Tya's "graduation"!!!! ;P

Before I go, here's some of the kodak moments tat I managed to capture.

YaAwWnNNnnn!!!! Dreamland here I come!!

Love Written @ 11:58 AM.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Bye Bye

Yeah!!! I managed to find something that I like!!!

Shuffle here, Shuffle there..

Cut here, paste there..

Reduce, Reuse & Recyle!

And....

Voila!!!

A new layout!!!

Bye bye white teddies and hello pink roses!!!

Love Written @ 11:55 PM.

Interview with....

Actually I was in the mood to change my layout.. Getting sick of looking that the 2 white wedding bears but somehow couldn't find another better pix to replace it. So for now I have to live with it.

So relieved that last Saturday we managed to go to ROMM to register and book the kadi for our big day. Alhamdulillah the interview part wasn't so bad. Very simple qns were ask like verifying my name, who's my wali, whether I've been engaged before and before I know it, kena angkat sumpah and tat was abt it! Done!! Yeah!!!!

But the boring/malas part was that I had to go for my class at 2pm and that lasted till 9.30pm. At that point of time, macam nak balik naik taxi ajer.. Pakal tengah pokai so I had to endure the MRT ride from Aljunied to Jurong and got off at Bukit Batok station. By the time I reach home, the only thing I wanted to do was to head to dreamland.

I've been slacking at wk the past 2 days. No mood to wk and since my supervisor was on haf day leave yesterday & today, I slacked even more!! Keep surfing the net, mostly bloghopping and within 2 or 3 mins I log out 2 start back doing my wk.. Den tak sampai 30 mins, I do it again. Hehehehe...

Tats all for now.. Gonna continue my quest to change my layout.. Tata!!

Love Written @ 10:27 PM.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Knock yourself out!!

Total apologise for the sudden outburst in my previous entry. I'm here to announced that my supervisor had managed to salvage the situation and hence saving my lil tush. However we have not won the battle yet as the pesky lil auditor is still doing her checkings.

Check lah sepuas hati kau.. You can have all the invoices to yourselves.. asalkan you dont come and bother me with your questionaires again.

Just came back from late dinner with my parents at Al'Azhar kat Bukit Timah. Since I already had dinner when I reached home, all I could think of ordering was this


Prata Ice-cream(chocolate/vanilla/strawberry)


Actually I just had my 1st bite before I took the photo.. To yummy to resist!!Hehehehe.. I take this sinful indulgence as a form of rewarding myself for the stress/shit I've been through the past 1 week..

But ah.. These rewards tak ble slalu.. Skali skala ajer!!! Nanti kalau baju pengantin tak muat, siapa yg susah?

Akuuuuuuu jugak!!!! ;P

Love Written @ 11:00 PM.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Seeing Red

This auditor is making me go nuts!!!!!
Asking me so many questions sampai I'm getting all stressed up!!!!
And now they have zoomed into something that even my supervisor cant answer them. This makes me feel so guilty cos I'm the one who's taking care of those accounts and now my poor supervisor has to think of a way to answer them just to cover my a**!!
Arghhh!!!!!!

Love Written @ 11:33 PM.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Choco Fest

Since it was a Sunday, I had plan to sleep in to get my deserved beauty rest but somehow my plans were ruin by none other than myself. I accidentally woke up at abt 9am and thought I could sleep a little bit more for another 2 more hours.

Toss and turn for a couple of mins but my eyes were wide awake. What the heck! Might as well I wake up lah! So here I am on the net and typing away. Cant watch TV cos my brother dah conquer watching cartoon netwerk.

My dad just came home yesterday for his 1 month holiday here. I had to go for my class so didnt get the chance to pick him up from the airport. The funny thing was that he already touched down in Spore but my mom and siblings blum sampai airport! They were still on their way. Ape dah.. Sepatutnyer they were the ones who have to wait for my dad, ni the reverse had happen. I pun at fault cos I didnt log in to double check his flight arrival time.

By the time I reached home, I could see my favourite goodies that he brought back. Chocolates!!!!! The place where my dad is working, supplies chocolates treats to their workers & since my dad doesnt fancy chocolates, he keeps his share and accumulates it for 3 months! The results: his dear kids get to eats 100 plus chocolates bars! Hehehe! On a serious note, I better keep away frm my chocolate fest for the time being, nak jaga badanlah.

But than again, 1 or 2 or 3 bars wouldnt hurt right? ;P

Love Written @ 10:32 AM.