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Thursday, April 28, 2005I soon boarded my bus and coincidentally sat infront of them. At this point, my mind started to wonder and my ears were slightly paying attention to their one sided conversation. Not my fault k? The woman's voice was audible.. or either that I have super bionic hearing. Why I say one sided? From the time I noticed them till they alighted a few stops before mine, all I could hear was that woman's voice. Not even a squeek frm the guy.. I mean maybe he did reply to her but my assumption was that the woman was doing all the yaking and the guy doing all the listening. It got me thinking. Would I end up like that once I'm married? I'm already the sort who petpotpetpot at him when I dont like/approve his actions. Would I became worse after we're legally hubby & wife? That thought scared me. Ladies out there would agree that we never want to nag at the ones we love but if they have done something that requires us to point it out or just highlight it to them, our words & tone would be equivalent to "alamak, mataairku/tunangku/biniku petpotpetpot lagiiii...." But whenever the reversal happens. "takde lah... I bukan nak marahkan u..I kan ur guy/tunang/hubby u.. U tahukan biler I tegurkan u maknanyer I sayang kat u kan??" Hmmm.. Doesn't that sounds too familiar. I'm not a feminist that wants 100% autonomy. I still prefer my guy pampering me like a little princess. Letting me have the first bite of the ice cream, holding the door for me, protecting me while we try to squeeze our way to Ngee Ann Plaza through the madpacked Wisma Atria linkway and the list goes on. So far, from what I realise, he always switches off when I nag at him. And as for me, I only realise that I'm actually nagging when I see no response from him. That's where I take the hint. So for now, my solution is that when I'm angry, I would just shut up and buat bodoh ajer. The irritating thing is that he knows he had made me mad but still purposely ask me "Did I do something wrong?" with his innocent look. As usual I would just shake my head in disagreement. Kirakan action merajuk lah ni but slalu tak pakai punyer.. He's resistant to me being merajuk. Chett!! Buang karen betul! But once I cool down, I will say it out to him and inform him what I dont like or just tell him that I'm mad at him and often he knows that I am. Somehow he can read my mind like an open book whereas I'm lost in his complicated mind. I guess I just shot off like a loose canon when I'm mad. And most of the time, the mouth speaks out faster than the mind could actually process and often land me in hot soup. Very the hot soup.. I'm trying not to do that anymore but as they say "leopard never change its spots" But than again, I'm not a spotted leapord that escaped from the Mandai zoo right? Spotted with panau pernahlah but hey that was ages ago!!! Zaman primary school.. Enuff of that for now.. I'll keep tat story for another day. Another thought that I pondered upon.. What do you call Roasted Chestnuts when directly translated to Malay? :P Sunday, April 24, 2005No offence to any auditors/ potential auditors out there but I kinda irritate by them cos they would keep bothering me when I'm trying to do my wk. Asyik kacau aje, biler my wk nak game? Enuff of wk cos I'm gonna face another stack of invoices tomorrow.. :( On a happier note. I had a fabulous weekend!!!! Ape ke tidak.. Meet Abang two days in a row!! Yesterday went out for his birthday celebration and today, a trip to JB with my family. Now I'm already in the sleeping mode eventhough I had coffee in the evening. Now caffine has no effect on me.. Damn! How am I supposed to stay awake during my exam period? Never mind.. Think abt that when the time comes. For now, I'm gonna log off and lights off!! Dream land, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Monday, April 18, 2005I hate it when I have the time and energy to log on to the net and I have nothing to update. Reli I hate it when it happens. For example now. I'm actually writing purely nonsense regarding my writer's block so that my entry will long enuff to be meet my requirement of an entry. Understand what I'm saying? Nope? Same here.. I dont understand myself either. So before I mengarut further, I better stop here. Furthermore I've typed more than 100 words with 7 paragraphs and this would certainly look presentable in my blog. Pffttt.. No wonder I prefer Maths to English Saturday, April 09, 2005She got a job as a temp staff at IRAS thanks to her cuz who was working there. Luckily, 2 of her gd friends manage to get the same job as her. It was her 1st job as a young teenager and it was especially sweet when payday came. She made a few friends there as most of the temp staff werking there are about her age. Within a few wks, into the job, another batch of new recruits came on board. It was fine but somehow there was this guy that she didnt like in particular. He always gets himself into trouble. She didnt like that sort of troublemaker. Somehow, she received news that this guy liked her gdfriend and she joined in the fun to tease her friend abt it. One day, her keliqs and her decided to go out for a bowling session. She had fun and whilst going back home, she purposely asked for their contact nos. The reason was she wanted to get to know this other guy whom she had a crush on. So to avoid any suspicion, she asked for all contact numbers!! The next day, she got to know that the rebel guy was sick. So being the typical matchmaker that she thot she was, she called him to ask how he was and tried to get him to be with her friend. Her 2 gdfriends were with her that time and in the end, the conversation with that guy was passed around among them. Days passed by and she began to have one to one conversations with him. To her dismay, she found out that the story abt him liking her friend was only rumours. One day, he left her a message on her pager. She checked it out and to her surprise it was a song frm Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply! Shocked and surprised, she quickly called her friend and her friend made her realised that that guy had feelings for her instead!! To cut the story short, they became a couple after that. Thats why people say, "Dont hate someone too much cos u might end up liking them instead!" As of today, 7 years have since passed and in a few months' time, they will tie the knot. Till today, she still cant believe that her relationship with this guy would last this long cos it was the 1st time that love knocked on her door by surprise. They certainly didnt have a smooth journey to get to where they are now but she's grateful that for every obstacle that they overcome, their relationship became stronger and closer than ever. Whatever lies ahead for them is anybody's guess but there's one thing for sure. All she wants to do is to spend her life with him and to grow old together. Insyaallah!! Thursday, April 07, 2005The date with Abang was great!! Yes.. I did try and close my eyes while watching The Eye 10. And yes.. I did scream in fright.. But overall it was okie.. Ade jugak funny moments in the movie.. Bole katakan this is a klakar seram show! Hehehhee... After the show ended at 4pm, Abang decided that we catch Be Cool!! Luckily there was a 4.30pm show and manage to get good seats. This is the 1st time ever that we watched 2 movies consecutively!!! By the time it ended, I was already kembung with Ice lemon tea!! I was so hungry that I could eat a horse!!! But since horses cant be eaten, I settled for chicken.. Kat mane lagi lah kalau bukan KFC!! :) My weekdays are as per normal. Werk are still piling up but at least I have something to look forward to unwind after a hard day's work! Bcos on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, I get to enjoy watching CSI on TV!! Monday: 10pm-12pm -> CSI: Miami Tuesday: 9pm -> CSI: NY 10pm-> CSI: LA Wednesday: 9pm-> CSI: LA Thats why I couldnt update my blog for the past 3 days!!! Hehehe.. Saturday, April 02, 2005Now once next week is over, I hope everything would come back to its normal pace again.. Its not that I dont like my werk but it gets frustrated that the work pile just never seems to finish! Ok.. Ok.. Enuff of werk.. Gonna have nightmares abt it if I go on abt it. Just came back frm class and it seems that I couldn't keep my eyes open today despite having coffee.. Nasib baik on the way back home, managed to get a corner seat in the train so I dozed off lah!! Nasib baik tak miss my stop cos I woke up just in time! :) Cant wait for tomorrow to come. Going out on a date with Abang!!! Yeah!!!! Its been 2 weeks since I met him and of cos I missed him!!! Already booked 2 tix for The Eye 10 kat GV PS.. Its been quite sometime eversince I last watched a horror movie. I hope I dont keep my eyes close for the entire show though. Talking about the movies, I was shocked to hear that starting May05, they're gonna raise the ticket prices again!!!! Extra $0.50 for weekdays and $1.00 for weekends!!! And since we usually go on weekends, here's the breakdown: ($9.50 x 2) + $1.00(internet booking fee) = $20.00!!!!! *faints* $20 for each time we see a movie. Kalau every week ade gd movie being release? Parah sey!! Makin botak lah kepala my abang.. Hehehehe.. Watching movies has always been our favourite pasttime together.. So other than this, what else can we do? Any suggestion? *wondering* |
