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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Confession Part I
This is wrong.. What I've been doing the past week is WRONG.. What am I gonna do?? I reali feel very very guilty.. I need help.. But who can I turn to??
I was fine before you came to my life.. I had time for abang, my family and esp for myself.. Now that you'r here, ur wrecking my life and ur jeopardizing my job!!!!
Internet... u can reali be a friend & enemy at the same time.. I love you for providing me endless information that are useful to me.. However, I reali hate you for making me addicted to you.. Even though I have loads of work to do, u will entice me to look for u.. Me, being the person who has veri weak willpower, will always succumb to ur powers. I'm taking risks just for u.. Risk of being caught in act and facing the consequences... My work & life are affected bcos of u.. My addiction is so intense that I will look for u every single day without fail, be it @ work or hm... Damn u!! Curse u!! 
Now I realise that I need help.. But noone can help me but myself... Hence tomorrow, I will control the urge.. I will suppress the urge to be with u.. I need my life back cos my live doesn't evolve around u 24/7. May I succeed in my quest....
Love Written @ 9:14 PM.
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